Monday, December 28, 2009

FML

I don't really feel like going into many details right now, but we lost the baby.

I'll have a "pity party" story to follow, so consider that a warning in advance if you don't like to read them.

Ugh...I'm so sick of this. I'm so sick of our shitty luck. Fucking sick of it. And yes, I will have a potty mouth today because I really don't care about anything right now.

To all of those who have been blessed with children...go home and cuddle with them tonight. Do not take them for granted.

22 comments:

Unknown said...

We love you and Andy! The Lynn's

Melissa G said...

Oh Jessica, I'm so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you. Take all the time you need.

Sending warm thoughts, prayers and virtual hugs.

J said...

Yes, this fucking blows! :(

I love you a ton...my heart is with you, always!

Shanny said...

I'm so sorry =(

Mandy said...

:( So so sorry. Sending prayers.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry!

Anonymous said...

So wishing I could do or say something to make your hurt go away. Just know that I am thinking about you and Andy.
Heather

Anonymous said...

Jessica,
I'm sending you prayers and hugs your way. Hopefully, they will comfort you.

Ronda

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry. Know that you are being thought of here too.

Katie said...

What the freaking hell? Jessica, I am so so sorry...you are allowed to have all the potty mouth you want. Hugs to you..

jenicini said...

I'm so sorry.

Alice said...

Jessica - My heart aches for you. And, I know the grief that you feel. It is so hard and unfair. Sending you hugs...

Anonymous said...

Jessica,

I am so sorry. You and Andy are in my thoughts and prayers. Hold on to each other tight...

-Michelle Lemon

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry honey, There are no words.

Love, Aunt M

adsf said...

So sorry. Miscarriage as an infertile is so damn hard. So so sorry.

M&M Pittman said...

I am so sorry about the baby. I lost a baby while battling infertility coming up on 6 years ago next month. The combination of infertility and a miscarriage is the worst thing I have ever experienced. You will be in my prayers.

A said...

Im so sorry :(

Anonymous said...

Jessica-

Please know I am thinking about you and so very sorry for your loss.

Dina Thompson

Gray said...

I'm so so sorry :(

My heart aches for you and Andy.

ya'll are in my thoughts & prayers

J said...

JC Penny! Go get Andy that tie! :)

Beth said...

:,(

Anonymous said...

Here from LFCA. I am so, so sorry for your loss. Having gone through the same thing on the 23rd, you would think I would have something profound to say, but I'm at a loss. Take care of yourself, take care of each other, and take all the time you need to get on the path to healing. I know for me it's going to be a long road, so I don't expect you'll feel better tomorrow. But I hope that you feel better sooner than you expected. In the mean time, put yourself first and do what you need to do to weather this.